A topic came up in an AA meeting recently that caused me to think about what the recovering thinks about. Drama is not just a word to describe a movie type when selecting something to watch. Drama is what recovering addicts/alcoholics call problems they own, or that others own, and anyone striving to recover aim to stay clear of. They are aware that the drama coming from whatever source is unhealthy mentally, when one desires to live clean and sober.
So why dwell on drama? Why is that the frequent topic?
Drama does not belong to those living a life of successful achievement. Especially the follower of Christ living and walking according to the scriptures, maturing in the Faith, and knowing their purpose. They have drama to be sure. They may also have their mind set on the eternal home, dwarfing any problems in this life that sidelines their growth, their personal recovery, their ability to pursue serving God by serving people. They hear the drama from others, deal with their own as well, but find no need to allow the temporal things and problems of this life to be constant in their minds.
What lies ahead?
When many of us think about heaven we think about harps, clouds, golden streets, those friends and family members already there, and sometimes God. I would like for you to step out of the "Hollywood heavenly thinking" of heaven, try expanding your mind's eye to imagine what lies beyond the gates of pearl.
"If you have been raised with the Messiah, seek what is above where the Messiah, (Jesus), is seated at the right hand of God. Set your mind on things above, not what is on the earth." Col.3:1-2
Imagine colors so vivid that you cannot stop looking...at anything there. Imagine aromas so wonderful that you actually feel them. Imagine sounds that captivate so intensely that you have to become aware your feet and body are moving with the sounds, as is everyone around you. Imagine tasting foods where every morsel melts in your mouth, or every hand shake or embrace feels far beyond anything felt here, in this life. You feel everything, words, smells, tastes. Imagine being captivated in conversation, meeting those from history, hearing their story. Joy and excitement everywhere, and everyone busy!
Imagine the first moment you see the One who made your arrival there possible. The brilliant light of His countenance, indescribible love radiating from Him, His words hitting your ears with the sounds of thousands of people laughing, "welcome home where you belong," He says to you, "wanna see your place?" And suddenly what appears to be Him becoming two people separating, a familiar second Person says to you, I'll show you"...No wonder He looks familiar...The Holy Spirit, so sweet, so personal, taking you to your place Jesus prepared. "Lets make a stop on the way," He says.
Suddenly, you hear sounds that stir every emotion, every good feeling you ever experienced, and you have this sense of total awe...and unworthiness. Your breath wants to leave as you behold the Almighty's splendor and majesty! Face first you fall as a natural reaction to the force of His magnificence! You hear this beautiful sound you have never heard, and looking up you see the source of the sound H-O-L-Y in duplicate coming from these two beautiful creatures circling the throne. With each time they circle the throne they see a new characteristic of the One seated...El Shaddai, The Lord God Creator, saying to you...well done, enter, I have so much for you to see...just a moment in His Eternal Presence and your mind id filled with knowledge and understanding!
(In my personal view of heaven, we may know and understand much the moment we arrive, but not everything. I believe that God designed us for discovery, and a desire to find out things by searching. We will still have the desire to achieve. We will have eons to discover so much of what our heart ultimately desires...God Himself.)
You are guided by the Holy Spirit to your place...a galaxy that seems to extend forever. You see a greeting line of people welcoming you...but very few are familiar. Who are all of these people?" you ask the Holy Guide. "These on the left are your lineage all the way back to Adam and Eve. On the right, everyone you influenced in life, either personally, or by another in this line, they all came to your homcoming party."
What lies ahead for us may not be like what I see so much. The implication, however, is to give thought to the eternal destination with imagination more than the drama of this life. Set your thoughts on the Eternal One. Think of the brilliance you encounter there, but realize He is in you here thus the drama has little impact. C. S. Lewis, in his book, "Mere Christianity," wrote:
"Aim at heaven and you will get earth thrown in. Aim at earth and you will get neither."
I'm aware not everyone in recovery has the hope of heaven. I pray they do eventually. Our minds will have something on them constantly. We choose drama, or we choose to think growth and moving ahead. Though everyone views differently, things temporal, things eternal, life takes a major turn for the good, for the believer, when Home, not drama is the aim.
Thanks for reading, God bless and keep you all.